SHE IS A GUN

Not
I'm not being honest
I need to be honest
and I will be now:
I miss your damn hair
your songs
your music
you
I miss you and gives me anger and I can send everything to hell
one exists
there seems to be nothing but nothing seems to make sense
available when you want to share your life with someone
I want to hear the songs of my favorite band
laugh
want to walk without you
to live without you
and I can do
I can do
but at this moment
in this single moment of my life
I sit in tatters
I want to stay here for a day or two
not go to work
think of nothing
stay home
or shut up
stop talking about my
neglecting all
this
want to hear
feel
live
look sing
And forget.

02:17 am    13-06-14